This amazes me how the brain works. I would love for them to study my own brain. With my mental illness to see what’s caused it to happen and why. I never use to have…. Depression , Anxiety, PTSD , bipolar disorder , It didn’t start until my daddy’s death in 20o7 when his Depression was so selfish and took my daddy from me. His death shocked my mind some how and ever since then I never been right. Everyday is a battle a fight for my own life. December 2016 was my last attempted to Suicide. I took 3 bottles of pills all of it got drunk and I don’t remember even doing all that stuff. I was that lost. If any doctor reading this please look at my brain see where at got all messed up.